Thoughts....

It's 1:15 AM in India. Almost, everyone is asleep except me. I was feeling sleepy sometime back and now I am not. I think I should be more disciplined in life. Is this work fatigue or something else? I don't know.

Next week going to be tougher than what it was. Feel like taking a break. Do we really need to struggle so much? When would these people learn that process will improve everyone's life. Whether it could be delivery at work or in personal life; God please help them.

Feeling better...

Today, I am feeling little better compared to yesterday. However, still need full recovery from this bloody viral fever. Feeling weak in the knees is the worst thing that can ever happen to a man. I think I should start working out in the gym more regularly (?) than ever.

Feeling little better for only one reason that I spoke to my best friend Sridhar for more than an hour. I always cherish the conversations I had with him either in person or over a phone call. I am blessed to have one such person in my life, who is a perfect fit for the word - friend.

Feeling lighter now! Gotta go and eat something!! Off for now!

Midlife crisis...????

Not sure what to call the current situation I am in. Is it the midlife crisis people talk about? Is it really there? Of late, feeling really confused, irritated and exhausted with the way my life is going ahead. My zeal and enthusiasm are dead now.

No, no...I am not depressed, thank God that I am still positive and will be positive. But there is a kind of vacuum  I am in. If you think it is about that special person in life...nope...I disagree!!

My feelings - discontent with my life, feeling bored with people and material things, confused about where my life is going!!!

That is OK with me. God willing, I think time shall resolve everything.

Logging off now!