Thoughts....

It's 1:15 AM in India. Almost, everyone is asleep except me. I was feeling sleepy sometime back and now I am not. I think I should be more disciplined in life. Is this work fatigue or something else? I don't know.

Next week going to be tougher than what it was. Feel like taking a break. Do we really need to struggle so much? When would these people learn that process will improve everyone's life. Whether it could be delivery at work or in personal life; God please help them.

Feeling better...

Today, I am feeling little better compared to yesterday. However, still need full recovery from this bloody viral fever. Feeling weak in the knees is the worst thing that can ever happen to a man. I think I should start working out in the gym more regularly (?) than ever.

Feeling little better for only one reason that I spoke to my best friend Sridhar for more than an hour. I always cherish the conversations I had with him either in person or over a phone call. I am blessed to have one such person in my life, who is a perfect fit for the word - friend.

Feeling lighter now! Gotta go and eat something!! Off for now!

Midlife crisis...????

Not sure what to call the current situation I am in. Is it the midlife crisis people talk about? Is it really there? Of late, feeling really confused, irritated and exhausted with the way my life is going ahead. My zeal and enthusiasm are dead now.

No, no...I am not depressed, thank God that I am still positive and will be positive. But there is a kind of vacuum  I am in. If you think it is about that special person in life...nope...I disagree!!

My feelings - discontent with my life, feeling bored with people and material things, confused about where my life is going!!!

That is OK with me. God willing, I think time shall resolve everything.

Logging off now!

Depressing week...

Last week was quite depressing because of the following events -

• Spat with a friend
• Fever
• Vandalism by Telangana Supporters on Mar 10
• Earthquake followed by Tsunami in Japan

Each of these happenings gave me a new perspective or I should say renewed my understanding towards LIFE.

Point 1 - is totally uncalled for. I don't want to get into more details about this, but definitely want to mention about it in this post.

Point 2 - Due to work related pressures and Point 1, I was exhausted both physically and mentally. The day was boring and disturbed. Had a severe headache and by EOD it turned into fever.

Point 3 - I support the separate Telangana cause categorically. I strongly condemn and loathe the destruction caused by the pro-Telangana coterie on Tank Bund in Hyderabad during their so called "peaceful protest". All the idiots who participated in that rally should be jailed for at least 10 years without parole.

Point 4 – The 8.9 magnitude earthquake and followed by a huge Tsunami has pushed Japan back to Stone Age. Any day, the loss of property is nothing compared to loss of life. I was and I am really saddened by those events. And the continuous follow up visuals on different TV channels made my mood worse. The technology empire was literally torn apart into pieces and only God knows when those pieces can become one again. I am devastated at the scale of destruction that hit the mankind. It is no more a national tragedy, but a human tragedy. I am neither an atheist nor a blasphemous person, but I never knew that God can be this cruel. With this act, God has shaken few of my strong beliefs about this world. My prayers for Japan!!!